In a week I will start with the prosthetic process. Currently my emotions are mixed about it. On one side I am scared and feel like I will look like Frankenstein. And on the other, I am happy that we are moving forward again and are not stuck going nowhere.
I will have so much to learn and to work on, it’s scary. And again I go and borrow trouble by looking at the whole picture, instead of just looking at one day at a time. And that is so hard for me to do.
I’m going to hit the bookstore today and see if I can find something good to read, so my brain is occupied with something else then the constant thinking of the future.