Making room

A few weeks back, I decided to make some changes in my personal Life that I felt were necessary for me to quiet my inner turmoil that eventually seeped outward and affected my way of dealing with people and other situations. Ultimately the results of those changes, did not completely quiet the turmoil so I had to go and take stock of what else needed to be done.
Realizing that I have become once again an Enabler was one. That was pretty tough to take, since I thought I knew how to handle it and not fall back into the same role. And even though it was not enabling in the same way as years ago, I allowed myself to become the enabler pretty much in other areas. So back to work on this one.
Going back to meditation. I’ve realized that I completely dropped meditation out of my daily life for quit some time now, heck I would say years. Remembering how good it felt and what calmness it achieved, I started back on this routine to help me find my way back to clarity.
Setting up my own personal boundaries again. Changing what crosses these boundaries and not allowing them to manifest themselves in my mind, my personal space and hinder me from progressing of quieting the turmoil within me.
Making room, letting go of things that are not mine to have or to make, things that I cannot control or change in all aspects of my daily life.
Take stock of my own faults, and recognize them at face value and work on them. Without working on them, everything else will be worthless.
” May my higher power grant me Serenity
to accept the things I cannot change,
Courage to change the things I can,
and Wisdom to know the difference.”

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